Dreaming In My Fairytale: 04/15/11

Friday, April 15

Understand me ='(

Just now , around 2 p.m , I passed a gift to a hostel-ian (Chack) and asked her to give it to a birthday girl

(fad-bukan nama sebenar) . Fad's birthday is actually tomorrow , not today . But seems I can't hand it to her tomorrow , I gave her just now with hope that she will open it exactly at 12.00 a.m , 16 april 2011 .

What a dissapointed for me when I find out that she open it earlier (masa kami rehat-form 2) . Masa aku bagi hadiah tu dekat Chack , aku dah pesan dekat Chack suruh dia bagitau Fad yang aku nak dia bukak hadiah tu at 12 a.m . Chack dah pesan pada Fad , dan Fad telah pun berjanji . Tetapi sungguh-sungguh mengecewakan apabila dia bukan sahaja mungkir janji (by opened the gift earlier) , dia turut mempertikaikan tentang memo yang aku sertakan bersama hadiah tersebut !

She really get angry with what I wrote . Niat aku tulis memo itu is to confess my mistake and to wish her birthday . Tetapi telah disalahertikan oleh Fad . Sakit hati bukan main lagi aku apabila Chack meng-rewind semula apa yang telah dikatakan Fad kepadanya . Terus terang , aku mengaku aku bersalah kalau dia cakap aku mengungkit . Ya, memang aku tulis tu untuk memberitahu apa yg aku rasa . Memo aku berbunyi begini :
I'm sorry for what I've done...And I'm thank you , for what you've done...As you always think , that I'm always wrong and you are always right...I realise who I am and I know who you are...Anyway , congratulation and have a nice birthday...Once again , sorry...='(

LEbih kurang macam tu lah memo aku untuk dia . Well , I don't really remember cuz I don't keep any copy of it . Okayy , aku confess lagi sekali lagi kesalahan aku :
I'm sorry if I have failed to make you happy on your 15teen Birthday...

Senang cerita ! I was running up and down the school building to look for Chack , as soon as I found her and asked how does it goes , I heard a new , and my tears automatically dropped ! Aku ikhlas bagi hadiah , tapi apa aku dapat ?! KEKECEWAAN !!

I'm really sorry for what just happened and I hope you won't mad at me . So sorry , I didn't mean it...And I admit it was my fault . I'm really beg for your forgiveness and I really , really sincere to wish you

HAPPY BIRTHDAY .

If you don't accept my apologise , means there's no more doubt to say that I'm the most useless girl ever...I don't mean to force you , well...You have the right to forgive me or not...

10 Orang Paling Berpengaruh Dalam Hidup Saya

*My Parents. My dad, my mom, my backbones =) It's such a luck for me to have them in my life. A supportive dad and a sporting mom is just enough for brighten my days. Next will be my adorable siblings. You all Great!

*Nurin Zulaikha. Nurin used to be a disastrous laughter. Looks like a crackpot when she creates jokes and always drive the GIGC-ians goes crazy. Without her, there's no more laughs for us.

*Hidayah Sakinah can be described as a small pig-like animal with a long snaut or known as , tapir. The reason I tell this is just because she loves to pull her nose up when she's laughs. Looks freak but cute, haha.. However, she is also a bestie of mine and a good money supplier =)

*Nurshahadah Aliyah A small girl that help to complete the GIGC Chart. Such as disaster laughing-stuff and absolutely, funny! Though we are always having fights in our school life journey, we are still friends. Can't forget the day and the way we fight! Haha3

*Nurul Augee Last year, we both were quite close to each other and fight always. Well,it's common seems we both were blessed with bitchy mouths. Anyway, we are still friends till now and I just realised that she's such a good friend also.

*Wada Syuhada Who could she be if not my adopt sis? A very understanding sis n looks lovely. Can be told as a friendly person and sometimes, spoilt. But, I love her very much seems she is the best adopt sis that I ever had! Sayangg Wada!

*Wan Nur Izreen If you heard this name, stand up and shout for FUCK! She really loves that would and always yell it in our class. Sporting, but blue! She is a smart girl and a daughter of a couple of teachers but still,naughty =)

*Anies Nerdhirah She's not the nerdy one, but prefer to be called as Anies Nerd. A kind of African ape and Eastern chimpanzee You can find a lot of simplyness in her life. Yeah, for me she is a simply-kind person and a good listener.

*Edrinna & Khairunnisa The two cheeky girl that can'tbe separated. Really close and feel like the world are theirs when they walk together. Can be say as the best(not beauty) and the beast either the twins. Anyway,u rock, gurlz!!!

* = =' I've already done listed the 10 most influential persons in my life. But my heart told me to list another one. I want to,but I can't. There is just 2 posibilities why I can't do it where first:he/she is not suit to be listed in my blog or :My blog is not suit to list him/her I'm still confused and I decided not to write anything about this person yet...